A walk to remember

Dear lao gong

Have u watched this movie 'A walk to remember' ? It's a movie some time back.. I remembered i watched this show about 7yrs ago on a SQ flight and i cried on the plane. It's a real touching love story. It's about how deep love is and how love can change people. I just watched this movie again on youtube. It is a good movie. There is a quote in this movie "Love is like the wind. I can't see it. But i can feel it". It is a beautiful quote. I can feel ur love even though u r not around. Of course it will be perfect with u around. I guess nothing is perfect for me without u by my side.

I just called mother to ask how she is.. Don't worry.. she is getting better. She still visits the church every sunday and every night she will pray for u ..

Tomorrow i will bring Bella for her 2nd injection .. Still remember when she is 2 days old, we witness the nurse giving her the BCG injection and she didn't cry. What a brave girl she is.. Bella is as brave as her daddy..

I still think of u often.. especially when i'm alone in the room.. I will think of the good times we had, the places we have been to, the nonsense u've done to make me laugh and your gentleness .. It has never been easy for me since u left. I feel extremely sad when i see loving couples on tv.. I guess i will feel sadder when i see loving couples on the roads. Sometimes i just dun understand why there are so many happy families around but i don't have.. It's really unfair, but i guess that's all God's plan. God has plan for everyone...

Still remember the fun we had when we go to Phuket, Bintan and Bali... Even though they are all short trips, but it's really fun.. We took time off to really spend time with each other, no need to worry about work and do whatever we want. We have planned to go for holiday trips 2 times every year and each time will be a further place.. Haizz, no chance for that anymore .. I know i can travel with my good friends, but the feeling is just different without u ..

U have promised to stand by me whenever i have problems.. To get through problems and face them together.. but now i am alone.. with so many problems and no one to share with .. not sure whether i can get through all these, but i know i have to do this alone ..