Saturday, September 18, 2010

Your final goodbye

Dear lao gong

Are these the things u wanna say to me??


Sometimes I wish I could rewind my life,
To think about all my actions one more time,
And to think about all the people I hurt.
I knew all the pain would one day come back to haunt me,
And sure enough in the end it hit me.
Like a knife to my heart,
And a bullet to my brain,
I finally felt the pain early morning that day.
I knew I should have said good bye,
But I didn't want to see you cry,
I never knew I was going to die.
I thought I'd be back,
With plenty of time to pick up my slack.
The accident, it wasn't my fault,
I guesss i was a litte tired,
With some alcohol adding to fire.
I just wanted to have a little fun,
No harm would be done.
Now I lie here as my life passes me by,
I don't even have the strength to cry.
I see the face of my friends at my side,
And think of u and mummy who would surely cry.
My darling,
You didn't get to say goodbye,
And neither did I.
I want you to know my love for you was dear.
Tell Bella that I love her,
And tell that to my mummy, and my 3 brothers.
To all who loved and all who cared,
Thank you and goodbye.
I can hear the sirens now,
But my heart is filled with fear.
It's too late,
Death must be my fate.
So I guess my life ends here,
Please don't shed a tear.
I love you very much and my heart you DID touch.

Lao gong .. i really wish i just have five minutes with u ..
If I only had five minutes the day you passed away,
I would have had time to tell you all the things I needed to say.
I never got to tell you how much you mean to me,
Or that you were the best hubby, better than any man could be.
The last time that I talked to you
I wish I would have known.
I would have said I love you,
and kept you by my side.

If I only had five minutes,
the morning you passed away,
I'd give you one last hug so tight and see your great big smile.
I'd tell you that I don't think I could live without you,
not even for awhile.
I'd kiss your cheek and take your hand and tell you it's okay to go
And tell you that I'll miss you,
more than you'll ever know.

But you were gone so quickly,
One last car ride you'd take.
Before you even knew it,
you were standing at heavens gate.
Now God has called upon you,
It's time to get your wings.
To leave this life behind you,
And enjoy all of heavens beautiful things.
So wait for me in heaven my dear,
Don't let me come alone.
The day the angels come for me,
Please be there to bring me home.

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