Dear Lao gong
Today is Sunday .. it's a family day for everyone .. If u were still around, it will be a joyous day for us. We will have our breakfast together, laze in the room and then bring Bella out for a walk. We are a simple family leading a simple life. Do u still remember i told u that I hope we can do this every weekend? U agreed and promised me we will. U said that u will be looking forward to spend every weekend with us. I will be very excited and looking foward to Sundays too, cos' both of us are always busy with work and the time we spend with each other are too short. It's only on family day then we can spend quality time together. Time is too precious. But we won't have the chance to do that again. It's just me and Bella now..
It is cold rainy Sunday morning.. It has been raining since 3am in the morning.. There were loud thunders and lighning in the early morning. When I opened my eyes to close the window, I suddenly thought of u. I know u like rainy days in the early morning so that we can cuddle under the blanket and hug me tight when u sleep. I miss ur warm hug, I guess no one can ever give me this warmth again..
We have so many things in common.. We love to sleep, love movies, love holidays, love the same artistes, love soccer, love beaches, love animals, love the same food, love the same drinks and so much more. We hate the same things too .. I guess we are just too perfect for each other, we cannot be replaced by anyone. I really want to thank God for giving me a good husband, but y did u take him away from me so soon? I know all good things will come to an end. But the time u have given me is just too short. Lao gong, i really need u by my side to take care of me. I used to be very dependant on u. U always provide me with the best that u can give. I know, in ur past relationships, u have treated them like a queen. Whatever they want, u will buy for them and sometimes, u will give them fancy gifts. I know u r sorry for not providing me all that. But i don't mind. I'm happy as long as u r true to me. I don't need a rich husband, i need someone who really loves me with all his heart, and that is, YOU.
Bella smiled at me this morning when i said "daddy and mummy loves u". She's so cute. If only we can share this joy together. I know u will regret going out with your friends that night. If u didn't go out, nothing would have happened and we will be enjoying every moment of our life with Bella. Maybe it's just fate. It was the worst nightmare ever. Doing all the daily stuff without u by my side makes me feel so lonely.. I can't hear your voice nor feel your touch anymore. What else is more painful than that?
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