We have so many happy moments together .. from the day we first met till the day u left me .. U have given me so much of happy moments which i will never forget.. from the day u proposed to me to the day we found out that we are having a baby to our wedding photoshoots to our wedding day to the birth of our baby .. it's really wonderful.. I know happy moments don't last forever but i never know it was so short.
Our only family photo taken during our big day.. Without u in our family really makes us feel so hurt. Not only me that is hurting and crying .. so do the rest of our family members whom really love u so much . Many tears were shed, but still, we can't bring u back anymore.. U were the youngest in the family, mother worried for u the most, your brothers care for u the most cos' u r the baby in the family.. never did they expect u to be gone so soon.
Yesterday mother went to the cemetery to visit u .. 1st brother fetch her there .. She said they have lost they way and have trouble finding the place. But luckily they managed to find it after so many rounds. They reached home quite late and mother was very tired.. She said that she did prayers for u and hope that u can hear. It's really great to see the relationship between mother and 1st brother is getting better. Whenever 1st brother cooks at home, he will cook an extra share for mother which he usually doesn't do that .. It must be u .. thank u for making their relationship better..
Last night, i went to a pub in serangoon gardens to watch the big match between ManU and Liverpool with my buddies .. though Liverpool lost, it's a good match.. very exciting. How i wish we are able to watch this match together .. U will always purposely support the opposition to spite me .. even though we felt childish , but we always have a lot of fun watching matches every weekend.. My buddy ordered Hoegarden for me .. Hmm.. Hoegarden .. my favourite beer. Still remember last time when we drink together, u always order or buy for me this beer .. It's been a long time since i drank Hoegarden as i can't drink during pregnancy,, Seeing this pint of beer on my table really makes me feel sad, cos' it will always remind me of u, the great times we had while hanging out in pubs..
I just came back for JB .. May brought me to her hairstylist cos' i told her that i wanted to have a new hairstyle.. This hairstylist was really great. I remembered u telling me not to cut my hair shorter anymore cos' u prefer me to have long hair with bangs and preferably with curls, just like last time, before i cut my locks.. The hairstylist recommended me a hairstyle which suits me .. It will be my current hair length with curls .. something like a korean look hairstyle .. I was quite nervous while he was perming my hair cos' i was so afraid that i don't look nice .. after about 3 hours of perming and washing hair , the results is really good. I love my new look .. really wish u can take a look at me now .. I know u will surely like it..
A happy life is a meaningful life.. The meaning of life resides in joy and the feeling of harmony connected to happiness.. without happiness, life loses meaning.. And with me now without u , life doesn't have a meaning to me anymore... I only have a mission and a responsibility in my life now .. After completing the mission , i will be free to go ..
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