Gone, but not forgotten

Dear lao gong



Even though u r no longer with us , but u will always be remembered as, a well-respected, responsible, understanding, kind-hearted, caring and a fine man .. U will forever live in our hearts and u will definitely not be forgotten. Even though Bella is still unaware of what is happening around her, i will explain to her how great her daddy was when she grows up ..

Hope that u can still remember our favourite hangout place .. our room ..



our bed .. where we always have pillow fights .. ur favourite place after a day of hard work and i always give u a good massage when u come back home from work .. u must have missed that ..



    Some decos in our room ..

Photos  i've put on the shelves ...

your favourite perfume .. my fav smell ..

ur cool cool sunglasses .. looks good on u ..

our favourite chair .. very strong chair .. can withstand both of our weights on it .. We always sit on this chair to surf the net together and watch movies on the web ..

All your clothings in the cupboard.. I can't help but always open to look at your clothings .. i really missed u ..

our snacks and drinks corner in the room

our favourite entertainment .. to lie on the bed and watch tv .. sometimes when we have the mood, we will groove to the music ..

I'm always so proud of u ..

Your DIY card for me on my 27th birthday last year .. though simple, it was really sweet .. The words on the card written especially for me really touched my heart .. thank u laogong .. Even though we had a simple celebration in the room with champagne and a cake .. it was indeed a happy moment for us .. However, u didn't keep up your promise to spend every of my birthday with me till my last one .. It's really sad for me to spend it all alone now, without u.

I've put up these pictures in the blog so that I won't forget all these sweet memories when i grow old .. It seems like my memory is getting worse now . Keep forgetting stuff here and there , maybe i'm getting old .. If i were to lose my memory one day, all these pictures will remind me of the good times we had ..

I will always remember how well u have treated me, especially when i'm pregnant .. always giving in to me, whenever i'm tired after work, u will massage my shoulders and my legs .. u will buy my favourite chocolates for me .. pick me up from work almost everyday cos' u don't want me to take the public transport back .. when my stomach is bigger and heavier, i walked slower , u will always slow down and follow my pace .. eat the things that i liked with me .. sometimes u will take leave to send me for checkups .. take time off to accompany me during my off days .. I still remember while i was about 7 months pregnant, during work , i stood on a stool to pin some notices up on the wall . U were supposed to pick me up at 8pm after my work but u came earlier.. When u passed by the branch to check out what i was doing and saw me standing on the stood, u quickly came to me and asked me to come down from the stood. I can see how worried u r for me .. U offered to help me pin the notices up. It was really sweet of u .. these little actions from u really touched my heart and showed how much u care for me.. I always know u love me the most and u have given me all the love that u can give. I really appreciate that. I'm still struggling hard to live the life without u .. It's never easy and will never me easy for me..

Lao gong.. thank u for loving me and give me 101% of your love to me.. I know u r always worried that one day i will leave u .. Please don't be .. cos' i will never leave u .. Even though u have left me, my heart will still be with you as always..