Well respected CSM

Dear lao gong

Encik ! is wat ur men called u .. U r a well repected master sergeant in camp .. U take pride in your work and u r a very responsible person. A lot of ur colleagues told me that u r very hardworking and cooperate well with them. I don't deny that. Cos' whenever u r with me, u were always worried with things in the camp and will call them to make sure everything is ok. I know it's not easy to be a CSM, u need to take care of more than 100 people in the camp.. i can always feel how stressful u r everyday after work when u came back home.. Sometimes u would tell me ur problems, even though i can't help u much, but i will always be a good listener to u .. I will always try my best to make u feel better after work by giving u good massage and tell u jokes which sometimes u think is not funny at all ..

I know u love ur job a lot .. u always put in 100% to ur work ..  u wanted to put in ur best effort in this job so that u will get promoted faster .. sometimes i would complain to u when u spend too much time at work .. whenever u hear my complaints, u will find time to get off days just to accompany me. I know how good u've treated me.

As u r assigned to some duties for YOG, for the past 2 months,  u have been very busy at work. U always apologised to me for not spending time with me due to ur tight schedule. I understand that. U promised that after the YOG ends, u will have more time to spend with me and u r looking forward to that. Today is the last day of YOG .. it is supposed to be a happy day for u .. but now, it doesn't matter anymore.. I know tat u r really tired everyday due to the YOG stuff ..  everyday u went to work early in the morning and reached home past midnight. sometimes, u have to stay over there to do duties .. it was really hard for u .. i know u r so tired that u really hoped to take a break after the YOG .. looking at u so tired everyday, i felt so helpless.. i really wished that i could help ...

Lao gong, do u know that u always look so good in uniform ??  i didn't tell u tat .. but it is the truth ...

My heart has stopped beating since the day u left me .. But i still got to breath .. cos' i still have Bella .. i am still struggling hard .. My world is in complete darkness without u . I am so afraid of the dark .. only u can light up the way for me .. but u r gone .. gone forever and not coming back to me anymore ..

Your military burial was really a great one .. all your colleagues came to walk the final journey with u .. Loads of tears were shed .. You r indeed a great soldier, a well respected CSM.