Friday, August 20, 2010

missing u ..


Dear lao gong ,
i really miss u .. I just helped my aunt to thread the needle as the needle hole is too small.. i still remember last week u've helped her to thread the needle and u boast that last time u always help your mum to do that as she was a seamstress.. i still can't believe that u r gone..
mother just called me .. i told her that i will be visiting u in the cemetery tomorrow.. she asked me to pray to god for u .. i will definitely do tat.. she is very caring, she asked me not to stand near if there's people doing their ceremony..
U've asked me before if u were to die one day, wat will i do? will i cry ? will i remember u ? will i get someone to replace u ? I didn't give u an answer .. becos i believe that we will grow old together and see our baby girl grow up.. But i did tell u tat i won't be able to take it if u leave me so soon and i dun believe this will happen to me.
U've also asked me how old i want to live until .. i told u tat "until 50 enough liao". U started to get angry and scolded me .. U said "how can u be so short live? We will definitely grow old and die after 80" .. u promised me tat.. but God took u away from me .. it's just too unfair.. really...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi don't cried too much having confinement cannot cry if not will gone blind.Stay stronge and take good care of your baby.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry for your lost... Please do take care of yrself n Bella... I know no words can make u feel better but please do take care... He is always there watchin over you n Bella.