To my dearest Lao gong,
I've got so many things to say to you. From the day we first met, 10 april 2009 (good friday), I know that you are the one for me. We've dated for about 1 year and got married on 2nd May 2010. After which, our beautiful baby, Bella Tan Meixin, is born on 2nd August 2010 at 1956hrs. Being together with you and can get to see you are the happiest days of my life. I'm very sure you feel the same way too. I would like to say thank you for taking so good care of me, shower me with love, making me laugh and cry, all the great adventures that we've had, fetching me back from work even though how tired you are after work, spending time with me, talking me out for walks and shopping, finding time to accompany me for monthly baby checkup, accompanying me throughout the birth of baby bella, make sure that i have my regular meals, sending sweet smses to me, giving me the best from you, making me your number 1 priority, the love we've made, the support you've given me, the care and attention that you've gave me through my pregnancy and most importantly, our baby girl Bella.
I'm so sorry that i've not been very expressive to you, make you angry sometimes, quarrel with you, not showing enough care and concern to you. But deep in my heart, i do really love you.
You've always asked me how much i loved you. Laogong, i love you very much, from the bottom of my heart, more than anything else in the world. I really love the way you love me, care of me, bringing me out for lovely food, going on tours together, changing nappies for bella, carrying and talking to bella, being a good hubby and daddy, seeing you smile, massaging you after a day of hard work, holding my hands tight wherever we go and calling me lao po. Bella loves you too. I will still continue to teach her to say daddy, mummy and bella like you always do. Having you and bella are the best i've ever had in my life.
Do you know that i've kept all the smses that you've sent to me from the first day that we've met? I've just looked through all this morning. These are all the lovely and sweet messages that you've sent me. I really appreciate them and will always keep it in my heart.
But why did you left us so suddenly? without even giving us a chance to say goodbye to you. I know you wouldn't want and expected this. You've left me so heartbroken. I've many families and friends who will show care and concern. But how about you?You'll be up in heaven looking and taking good care of us. No one wanted this to happen, especially you. I can never hear you snore and looking at you sleeping like a big baby. Do you know that we have so many unfinished dreams and plans? We haven't took a family photo together. I know that you're so looking forward to our long awaited home, to decorate and make it our cosy home for me and bella. Your dreams of visit Grand Canyon, to taste my first self-made meal to you, going for holiday trip in december, bringing me out for my birthday meal after my confinement, making another baby for Bella, saving up for our new home, going for exercise together after my confinement, watching baby bella grow up, celebrating bella's fullmoon, accompanying me to go maldives, and we, growing old and have grey hair and still holding hands when we walk down the streets, and me learning to drive so that we can share a car. All these dreams and plans are not fulfilled yet and i'm sure you knew about these.
But don't worry, i will definitely take good care of bella and bring her up well. I'm sure you will take good care of us. Lao gong, i want to tell you that you are my one and only love and i will always loved you till the day i die, that's the vow we've made, remember? Baby bella will grow up smart and pretty, just like you. Lastly, thank you lao gong for the sacrifices you've made for me, i feel really wonderful and lucky to be your wife.
I will always wear the bring that you've given me and your ring, i will wear it around my neck. This is our token of love which i will always remember.
I really miss you touching me, your hug, your smell, your voice, the way you looked at me and your caress which i can never have them again. In our next life, i hope to be with you and be your lovely wife again. Thank you lao gong for the sweet memories and happy moments that we've shared.
I love you.
From your beloved wife,
Mcleen
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