It's been a week since u left me

Dear lao gong

1 week has passed since u've left me .. it's raining again.. feeling so down on rainy days.. it just feels like u r crying up there for me.. we have been together for 1 year 4 months and 5 days .. time is just too short .. we don't even have the chance to say goodbye..

I've been sort of a da xiao jie to u .. i dun do wash clothes, dunno how to cook, dunno how to take care of myself .. i know it's been hard for u to have me as a wife .. i did tell myself i will do that all for u .. i will learn to cook, sweep floor, mop floor, iron clothes, make u breakfast and wash clothes for u .. but now i dun have the chance to do tat ..

I got to visit ur blog tat u've done up in year 2008 when u broke up with ur ex gf before me .. I know it's very hard for u cos' she is the one who initiate the breakup.. i know ur heart really aches as i can tell from ur blog .. But i would like to thank her .. i guess without her breaking up with u , i wouldn't have met u and we wouldn't have a cute baby girl ..

I went down to Traffic police HQ with 2nd brother today to record our statement. The police did tell us what happened tat night .. i dun blame u for what u did that night .. i've forgive u .. i dun blame ur friends too , it's not their fault. as wat a lot of ppl told me.. it's all fated .. i can't control wat God wants to do .. I believe God already have plans for us .. From birth till our death .. it's all predestined..