Lonely friday night

Dear Lao gong,
this is the picture i've took this morning right after bella has her bath.. Bella is 18 days old and growing well..Bella missed u..
On wed 18 Aug, your burial is set at 4pm.. I did not bring Bella along becos it is not very good for baby to visit the cemetery before she is full month.. Aunt took care of her at home. When i went back home, aunt told me that she kept crying and refused to sleep from morning till 4 plus. Aunt said she finally slept at 4.30pm.. and tat's the time when u were buried. I guess Bella can sensed that you are not around anymore and she is crying for you.
I just called mother, she asked me to stay over in your room tomorrow night because according to the chinese tradition, your soul will come back home to see us for the last time. Bella will be at our Yishun house, your mum and I will be back at your house. Please do visit us. I really yearn to see you, give u a warm hug for the last time and give u a goodbye kiss.. It's really hard for me living these 5 days without u. I really want to thank u for giving me baby bella.. without her, i will definitely die with u .. she is my only hope that i cannot afford to lose..
Your best friend Ming Hong and Jiajia will come visit me tomorrow at your house. I've asked them to give me a call before they come by.. i will reach your house in the evening after my dinner at home.
This evening 2nd brother called me. He said that on monday he will bring me to Traffic Police HQ at 2pm as the police would like to see us and give us some updates..
Jason, my insurance agent, came by my house this evening. He has helped me checked all the insurance companies regarding your insurance. Luckily u have bought 2 personal accident polices and has 1 cpf investment from AIA.. He will process the claims for me.. for the DPS claims, i need to go down to great eastern to file the claim next week. As for your motorbike claim, i need to go down to the place where u bought the bike to claim and for our house they we applied, i need to go down to HDB to settle.. haizzz.. it's really tiring.. I really dun need all this money.. all i need is u.. I dun mind being poor while we stay happily ever after..
Channel 8 is showing "Love", the chinese long serial.. U said that show is very bo liao and longwinded.. but after u watched for a few episodes.. u start to follow this serial .. who said it's bo liao? but these few days i didn't watch it.. my mind is in total blank.. even though my eyes are watching the tv, but i'm not listening.. I'm always thinking of u very hour, minute and second..
Lao gong .. Can you please come back to me?? I really need u desperately..