Visiting mother

Dear lao gong

It's sunday today .. I've brought Bella back home to spend the family day with mother.. I reached there around 12pm , just nice mother was back from church.. Mother had a great time with Bella today .. Bella din sleep throughout the whole afternoon .. She was busy playing with mother and making all the hoos and haas sound.. Bella smiled and 1st brother when he came out from the room and played with her. Seems like Bella loves to play and smile at people.. It's so nice to see mother smiling today..

Mother told me that she needs to submit the wordings on your tombstone by tomorrow. Therefore she asked me to write down the things that we need to put up on the tomb. I've written down me and Bella's name plus mother and 3 brothers to be engraved on the stone. Mother chose some psalms on the bible to be put up on the stone as well ..

Mother fried our favourite chicken wings for me again .. I always think of u when i ate mother's cooking.. we always love mother's home cooked meal .. I'm sure u must have missed her cooking .. Still remember in the past when we used to have dinners at home , everytime u will ask me to wash the plates after our meals .. U said that i should practice to be a good housewife before we get married. I always make noise and said that u bully me cos' u will be enjoying the tv while i wash the dishes.. But after i was pregnant, u always take the initiative to wash the dishes after our meals .. i always offer to wash but u asked me to rest as i was pregnant, especially after work. Then i told u how nice if i were to be pregnant forever and u will do the dishes for me.. Thinking back the times we had were really sweet. While i was washing the plates just now after my chicken wings , these images flashes through my mind. I really miss u ..

Just now on the way to your place, the cab driver passed by our new flat at buangkok green .. Good news .. HDB started to fence the area for building the flats and they have already started to dig up the place. I'm sure if u are around , u will definitely be very happy .. Cos' after we gotten the flat, we will always drive by this area to check out the place and to see whether has HDB started to develop the land to build our home. I can feel how excited u r if u get to know this news ..

We left mother's place in the late evening cos' Bella is tired .. In the past, if we were to go to Hougang mall for walks or visit the nearby shops , we will always walk pass the terrace house of Lor Batawi road just beside SIC .. It is a very quiet road at night .. We have walked by this road more than hundred times .. Today as i walk by Lor Batawi to take a cab at the main road , suddenly i felt this lonliness to walk without u .. In the past we will play and joke while we were on our way out .. Now, i'm left with the memories with u .. We won't be able to walk together anymore.. Do u miss me as much as i missed u ??

This is Bella taken today ..