Today is 16 Oct . U have been gone for 2 months. Seems like many of your friends and relatives have been moving on well and there are lesser grieving among many people. Yup, should be a good thing though.. hope that they won't forget u so soon .. Bella and I will always remember and miss u and u will always be in our heart. Bella is 2 months and 2 weeks old .. Look how cute she is .. these photos are taken yesterday ..
Saw an advertisement on TV yesterday .. it's about motorbike accident from Traffic police. Slogan is "safety is the best gift for your love ones" . Well.. it's very true. By going out and reach home safely everyday is more important than anything else. In the past, there are a lot of accident advertisements on TV by the traffic police .. we always take it for granted and think that these thing will happen to us. I've always worry for u when u r on the roads and especially when u r riding after work cos' u r tired. U always told me not to worry as u r a very safe driver. I never doubt ur driving and riding skills. I always tell u that accidents do happen even though how careful u r .. U don't believe and u never thought that accident will happen to u .. What is accident? Accident is an undesirable or unfortunate happening that occur unintentionally which results in mishap.. I never thought that u will never come back home that night.
I'm sure u remember last year June, mother bought a cupboard for us .. U told her that we are intending to get married by the end of 2009 .. Mother went to buy a cupboard for us a week later after u told her. She said that the current cupboard was very old , so she bought a nice one for us and she asked u to leave half of the cupboard for me to put my clothings. So nice of her.. she even asked u to pack the old clothes that u r not wearing anymore and put it away if not there wont be any space for me. Since u were gone, all your clothes and your uniforms are still left utouched in the cupboard. I can't help but always open your cupboard whenever i go over to mother's place. I love the smell of your clothes in the cupboard .. still remember we bought this nice smelling bags from NTUC. U love this smell too .. I always have this heartbroken feelings whenever i touched your clothes and uniforms in the cupboard cos' u won't be around to wear them anymore.
Just brought Bella to see family doctor. This 2 weeks Bella has a lot of phlegm and sometimes make her have diffculty to breathe while she drinks her milk. Doctor said she has sensitive nose.. same as me. She said most probably is passed down from me cos' i have sensitive nose. She prescribed a medicine for Bella to clear the phelgm in her throat. She told me to keep the room as clean as possible, free from dust. She also said it might be the formula milk that she is drinking, therefore she advised me to change another brand of milk to see whether will the situation gets better.. hmm.. hope it is nothing so serious..
Just brought Bella to see family doctor. This 2 weeks Bella has a lot of phlegm and sometimes make her have diffculty to breathe while she drinks her milk. Doctor said she has sensitive nose.. same as me. She said most probably is passed down from me cos' i have sensitive nose. She prescribed a medicine for Bella to clear the phelgm in her throat. She told me to keep the room as clean as possible, free from dust. She also said it might be the formula milk that she is drinking, therefore she advised me to change another brand of milk to see whether will the situation gets better.. hmm.. hope it is nothing so serious..
I always thought that i am a lucky woman.. to have a loving husband and a cute baby girl.. I never thought that u will be gone so soon and left me alone with our baby .. U always tells me that u r a lucky to have me as your wife , besides me not able to do housework and cook , everything is just fine. I did promise u that i will learn cooking and will start to do house work so that I can take care of the house when we receive it in another 3 years time.. But God didn't give me a chance to do all these things .. I've been missing u so much. It's been 2 months since I've not seen and talk to u .. Still can't believe the fact tat u r gone.. I am not sure why this unfortunate thing will happen to me ..
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