U have changed me

Dear lao gong

Before i met u , i used to be a very playful and take-things-for-granted person .. But after i met u , u have changed me to a different person . I became more matured and my thinking changed. I became a very homely person too. Most of the time will stay at home to spend time with u. In the past, i don't like to stay at home. Most of the time i will find my friends for drinks or just to hangout. Home is just a place for me to sleep and have a good rest. In the past, i never really talked to my mum, dad, brother and my aunt who used to take care of me since i was a baby. After knowing u , i started to stay at home more. I've stopped all my unneccesary drinkings and wasting my money on unnecessary stuff.. Thank u for making me changed to a better person. I will continue to be a better one..

Just received a letter from HDB informing me that my appeal for the Additional Housing Grant (AHG) is being rejected. HDB said that they are unable to extend the AHG to me reason being AHG is based on a 'workfare' concept where the applicants have worked continuously for a 12mth period prior to flat application and the gross monthly household income is not more than $5000. HDB said that the assessment for AHG is from jan to dec 2009 and during this period our combined income is more than $5000. Therefore they are not able to grant me the loan. I've informed them that the house will be under my name, but they said that they have to based on the time that we apply the flat and they have to based on our combined income. Hmm.. not sure what to do next .. maybe have to find MP to see whether she can help me with that. Hope i can get the AHG grant to ease my housing loan ..

Yesterday I went to Gain City to get a gas stove for my home. Cos' the old one is more than 10years and is breaking down soon. Supposed to be $319 , but my buddy's friend has some friends working there. So i got a $50 discount off from the original price..

My current sony ericsson phone is not functioning well ..  Hmm.. this sony phone has been with me for 2 years .. It is the first time that i used a handphone for such a long period of time. My M1 contract is going to end in december. Should be a good time for me to get another new phone. I went down to M1 at AMK hub to get iphone4 just now. If i recontract, i need to pay $210 for the phone. Good buy, so i decided to go for it. Had checked with M1 whether they have corporate discount under my current company. I am able to have a discount of 16% off subscription and free caller ID for 2 years.


Yesterday, i thought of going down to ssdc to check out car licence thingy and thought if booking some tests so that i can learn driving. In the past, u always asked me to learn driving so that next time we can take turn to drive and you won't be so tired. I always tell u that learning driving is so expensive and since u know how to drive, u can chauffer us around. But u said that sometimes u won't be free to drive us around when u r working, so , u encouraged me to learn .. U r not around anymore, i have to learn to be independant now.. Sometimes it's useful to have a car licence. I can borrow my mum's car to bring Bella out and to visit u at the cemetery on my own without troubling my friends and relatives to fetch me there. ssdc moved to woodlands.. i think i will go down on thursday to check out how is it like ..

After Bella arrival , i'm trying my very best to learn to be a good mother. I've learned to be a good wife too. Still struggling .. hope i can be a good mum .. still continue to learn how to be one.