Where r u ?

Gone...but where?
I can't call you on the phone
I can't knock on your door
No matter how loud I scream you can’t respond


I did not have the chance to bid u last goodbye

You must have fought with your heart and your soul
you fought for me and to watch my Bella grow, but you lost..
we lost ..


Bella will never know you;
how funny you were
how generous you were
how there was nothing that could stop you from giving me everything I needed and wanted...except this


You won’t be able to see Bella walking down the aisle
You won’t see me growing old with you
You won’t comfort me as life pushes me down


where are you?
I want to hug you and tell you I love you again
I want sit and have coffee and cheesecake together
I want to laugh and smile the way only you could make me
I miss you like crazy my dear

I just wish I could find you somewhere out there to let you know...