I've handed over the pin number to the towing guy in the morning. He said he will do the neccessary arrangement to scrap the bike. Not sure whether did i do the right thing to scrap the bike , but i really hope you don't mind me doing that. I've taken into considerations that this bike is already 10 years old and it is not very nice for me to fix it back to sell it off to other people cos' u have been through this fatal accident on this bike .. sorry for being 'pang tang' ..
Your bike number is FS8579Z , a Honda CB4000SF.. It is the first bike i've sat on before. Thank you for giving me this experience to pillion me and thank u for taking me for rides on the roads. I will never forget this experience that you have given me. I know u took quite a long time and finally u chose this bike . Still remember your friend took u around places to look for the bike that u want. I didn't go with u cos' u wanted me to rest at home as i was pregnant that time. And finally after so many bikes that u have seen, u finally chosen this bike. U told me that this bike is good .. After u bought this bike, u really take care of it . Who knows after riding this bike for less than 4 months, this mishap happened to u and your life just ended like tat. I did not take any photos of your bike. But your nice colleague let me have this photo of herself and your bike.
Ever since u were gone, i always blame myself for not stopping u to get a Bike. If I didnt let u get this bike, maybe this accident won't have happened. I should have insisted on u to keep the car . I guess it's all my fault .. if i know this accident will happen, i will find all means to stop u from buying a bike.
3 night ago , i dream of u .. It was a sweet dream .. I dreamt of u and me holding hands while we walk down orchard road , shopping and eating together. We were having fun .. I can see the smile on your face .. I really hope I can continue to sleep forever and this dream will never end. But when i wake up in the morning and realised that it was a dream , my heart sank . I know my hope of seeing u will never come true anymore. Maybe 1 day i will , when i leave this world. But when will this day come ? I will never know. But if it is possible, please do wait for me.
Not sure why, but i felt extremely down today . Couldn't really control my emotional well .. maybe because ur favourite bike will be scrapped .. tat's y i am feeling this way .. Last night i went to Bottletree park with a few of my ex colleagues to celebrate a good friend's birthday. We had dinner and some wines there. Haven't been there to eat and drink before. Still remember that we have been there last year for prawn fishing ? We were not sure where to go at night, so u have suggested to take a walk at Bottletree park to see if there is anything we can do there. It was our first and only time there, but we had great fun .. Bottletree park is also one of the place that we wanted to hold our wedding function . I wanted to have our wedding there at first cos' the atmosphere was good , but u said that it was a outdoor event, u were afraid that the weather will be too warm for me as i was pregnant that time, therefore u suggested to hold our function at the Chevrons instead.
here's bella .. photos taken a few minutes ago..
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