Thank you my friends

Dear lao gong

Ever since u were gone , many of my friends were giving me loads of support. Even your friends whom i've never met before and those who don't really know me well have given me their support. I would like to say "thank u to all of u . Thank u for showing me care and concern when my hubby is not around." "Thank you for taking time to read my blog and understand how i feel". I know everyone is supporting me , but it's so hard for me to not to think of u and it's so hard not to feel sad... Buddy said i've already try my best , i hope i really did.

We went over to mother's place today .. So nice of her to prepare lunch for me. She cooked chicken, fish and vegetables. Always love her cooking .. but still feel so sad whenever i taste her cooking .. cos' it always remind me of u .. it's so lonely to eat at home without u .. I always love to see the smile on mother's face whenever she plays with Bella . I really hope that she will be so happy always. 1st brother was very nice .. he bought mother curry puff and her favourite durians. Still remember in the past, we will always buy durians for mother cos' it's her favourite. Today should be a happy day for her.

I've settled most of your stuff .. from CPF to HDB to LTA to SAF to Singtel to AIA .. still left with 2 AIA personal accident claims under pending . Not sure whether these 2 insurances are claimable, have to wait for the post mortem report to be out before i can claim. Cross my fingers i hope nothing goes wrong.

These are my promises to u :

I promise to carry on your contagious smile.
The same one that would light up a room the minute you walked in.
I promise to laugh and never take myself too seriously.
I promise to love harder and forgive faster.
I promise to be contented, in every sense of the word.
To be thankful for the air in my lungs,
and the 15 months I was blessed to have with you.
I promise to try and have as big a heart as you did.
To be selfless.
To know what I have, and know what I can give to others who are not as fortunate.
I promise to grieve that absence of your physical being for only a moment.
And then I promise to set you free.
I promise to never give up on others,
even when I'm ready to give up on myself.
I promise to be a friend and a mentor as you were.
To be a helping hand, a shoulder to cry on or a set of ears to simply listen...
And I can promise you this...
I can promise to open my heart to you when when I fall apart.
I promise to let you hear every giggle and feel every hug.
To know every heartache,
and let you be there for every triumphant moment...

The most important promise I can make,
despite all my failures and all my losses.
A promise that carries the equivalence of all the rest combined is this...
I promise to take care and protect Bella till my last breath,

With all that I am,
I love you.