Starting work

Dear lao gong

Back to work today .. worked from 7.30am to 9.30pm today at choa chu kang branch .. quite tiring .. lucky can i still remember all of the things that i'm supposed to do at work .. Just home and bathe .. feeling tired .. Had a bad sore throat today , been drinking loads of water..

Bella kept coughing last night . I didn't really sleep cos' i was up taking care of her the whole night .. maybe that's the reason why i felt tired today at work. This morning aunt brought Bella to see doctor .. Doctor said that we need to change to soya powder for her instead of milk powder as the current brand that she is drinking might not be suitable for her .. that's why her phlegm is building up and she starts to cough... Doctor wrote down the brand that we can try on her , hope it's suitable cos' it really hurts me to see her coughing and coughing non stop at night due to the phlegm that was stuck in her throat.

Last night .. I was getting really emotional as i sat in front of my computer and looking through your photos . Crying crying and more crying .. I know no matter how much tears i shed , i can't bring u back . But i still can't stop crying .. I always tell myself to be strong cos' no one can help me except myself .. I've been trying real hard. But sometimes i just feel so weak .. i guess no one can give me the strength except u . On the contrary , i know that i shouldn't be so overly dependant on u as u r no longer around . I have to constantly remind myself that I have to be independent...