Today is sunday , the last day of my maternity leave. 16 weeks gone by fast . Going back to work tomorrow. I will miss Bella .. and i will miss u too . Tomorrow i will be attached to my mentor for a full shift to refresh my memory and to update my work.
Brought Bella to visit mother .. today all of us (mother, 1st bro and his wife, 2nd bro and his wife, 3rd bro and his daughter and me) visited u at the cemetery . U must be happy to see all of us there .. Mother was so sad that she broke down and cry .. she prayed for u .. asking christ to save your soul and protect u .. I can't hold back my tears and cry .. Really not sure why i can't control my emotions especially when i looked at your photo at the tombstone. It's really hard .. so hard for me .. why did u leave us so soon ?? The reason why all of us visited u today is that we wanted to check whether the tombstone is done properly before giving the payment. It is nicely done .. May u rest in peace lao gong .. hope u will be free from worries .. please do not worry for us , we will definitely take good care of ourselves ..
Mother decided to rent out our room cos' she wanted to have extra cash on hand .. she has cleared out everything in our room .. all your clothings were moved to the store , and our photos too .. i've told mother not to throw your clothes away as i will bring everything to our new home in 3 years time .. I felt so sad when i see our empty room this afternoon .. But i guess mother was right .. she said that when u r around , u will give her $500 to $1000 every month . Since u were gone , u will not be around to give her this allowance anymore .. she said that everything is so expensive and she still has to pay for monthly installment for her house . So she has no choice but to rent our room out so that she has some spare cash...
Bella is getting more responsive .. Whenever i'm free , i will sing to hear and she will look at me and smile . When i make funny faces , she will laugh loudly .. and now, she is able to catch toys when i move the toys around as i played with her .. Sometimes she will "talk" to me and hold the your ring that i always wear around my neck. She is really cute , playing with her really makes my day .. I'm sure if u r around , u will love to tease her and see her laugh .. I've bought a education policy for Bella , it is a 21 years plan, but i will only need to pay for 12 years. The policy will mature when she is 21 years old .. The sum will be enough to fund her till university ..
Here's Bella's newest toy that she loves .. Please do remember that Bella loves her daddy so much... and i'm so glad that i've found u ..
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