It's 2nd Nov ... suddenly felt time passes by so fast cos' Bella is 3 months old already .. never thought time flashes by so fast .. Here's Bella at 3 months old today ..
This morning i've brought Bella to the cemetery to visit u as today is All Souls' Day .. I'm sure u did see us there. We were standing in front of u for about half an hour .. Bella looked at u too .. She was staring at your grave for about 10 mins .. Your tombstone is halfway done.. When we went there today , the tiles were built .. however the tombstone will need some time to be ready cos' they will need time to carve our names and wordings on it.. I've done some prayers and arrange your place too..
If u were around , today will be our half year wedding anniversary .. It should be a happy day for us .. celebrating our half yr anniversary and Bella's 3 months .. However, today i woke up with a heavy heart .. cos' i know that u r not around anymore to celebrate this day with me.
This is the ring that u brought for me .. and this really cost u a bomb. In January when we went to Soo Kee Jewellery to look for solitaire rings .. u asked me to choose any of the ring that i like from the display shelves.. after looking through , i've actually chose a ring which is simple and affordable. It is because i want u to save up some cash and i felt that a wedding ring is just a ring, as long as i have a ring to wear , i am alright. Actually in the first place, we already got a engagement ring. I told u that i am fine wearing that engagement ring that we have . But u told me that u should buy one diamond ring for me as it's a once in a lifetime affair. U said that the ring i chosen is not nice , then u asked for recommendations and u chose a very good quality and a bigger diamond ring for me.. thank you for giving me this ring and your vows .. i will always remember that.
I'm starting work soon .. in less than 3 weeks time .. a lot of my friends asked me whether am i ready to go back to work . I told them that i don't have a choice. I got to go back .. if i didn't work , who will support Bella ? Buddy said that it's good for me to go back to work , cos' life must still goes on .. i got to save up cash for my driving class .. and also our future home , which will arrive in another 3 years time . i will want to save up as much as i can to provide a cosy place for Bella .. I really envy couples .. cos' as a couple , they can have discussions before making a decision . But for me , i am alone now , i can't get any opinions from u .. now i can only think through the issues or problems very thoroughly before making a decision. I really hope i make the right ones.. God bless me..
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