The verdict

Dear lao gong

The verdict is out today after i attended court. Your death was classified as MISADVENTURE , which means accident , by the judge. First time attending court , pretty much the same as what it is on tv serials... which the judge sitting high up, inspector reading out the report to the judge and someone to query the inspector on the points which were unclear .. After everything was done , the judge asked me whether do i have any questions to ask the inspector before the final verdict was out. The report was very clear .. no questions asked.. Therefore, the final verdict was misadventure.

I've read through the reports done by the inspector. All the information are in. Who u've met, where u have been and what u've done .. report also include blood test , cause of death and the first doctor that pronounced your death in the hospital. 

Accident happened at 4am .. A Bangladeshi witnessed the accident from far. He saw u riding fast, mounted onto the side kerb , hit the tree , fly up and landed on the pavement. He didn't called the police immediately cos' he was in the state of shock. A taxi driver passed by and called the police immediately. Ambulance came in less than 10 mins .. when the paramedic attended to u , there where no breathing and no heartbeat. They tried CPR on u , but still no reaction. Thereafter , they brought u to changi hospital .. after trying many times of CPR , still no reaction, therefore, u r pronounced dead. This means that u have already passed away the moment u landed on the ground ..

The inspector showed me photos that he has taken at the scene after u were brought to the hospital .. Pretty scary pictures.. I saw ur bike very badly damaged. The front part of your bike were all crushed .. no handles , no mirrors , no speedometer , no headlight .. There's a crack on the helmet , visor gone , blood stain inside the helmet .. (this is the helmet which i wore when u fetched me) .. Pool of blood on the pavement which i believe was from your head .. U've lost a lot of blood and it spreaded on the whole pavement .. I felt a deep heartache when i saw these pictures .. I've tried to hold back my tears ..

Blood test reports and urine test reports showed that u've drank quite a lot .. According to your friends, u have ordered 2 towers of beer .. Reports showed that u've exceeded 2 times the limit as compared to the normal and safe level .. This also means that u were drunk driving .. Don't u know that it's dangerous to drink and drive .. Moreover , u r not driving anymore .. u r riding .. and it is many times more dangerous than anything else !!

After attending court, i went to work .. Brought a heavy heart to work cos' my mood was really not good. I was so afraid that i will lose control of my emotions and cry in the office .. Luckily i've managed to hide my feelings and work as normal .. Don't really want to cry and scare all the staff at the branch ..

Many people really don't understand why did u ride while u r drunk.. They've said that u r happily married and have a cute baby .. why didn't u cherish ur live more and give happiness to your family ?.. I guess it's just a moment of folly .. u didn't expect this accident to be a irreversible lesson to learn .. U have indeed paid a big price for ur mistake .. I don't blame u cos' all of us don't expect this unfortunate things to happen ... I just feel so sad that u r not around anymore ..