How i wish u were around to share my burden ... Been very tired physcially and mentally.. Been keeping myself busy so that i have no time to feel sad .. Besides working , my off day activities will be learning driving and taking care of Bella . I know things won't be this way if u were around. Many things are just so unfair..
Today is my off day .. I given myself a break for not going for my driving lessons today . Stayed at home the whole day to take care and play with Bella .. It's been a good day for me , building bond with her. She is the one that will brighten up my days .. I really wouldn't know how i can live without her .. Can't help but i looked through your photos again .. As usual , tears flow .. I just missed u everything about u too much ..
I didn't visit mother on Sunday cos' i was working full shift .. But i still call her as usual to check out how is she doing .. Oh ya , she removed the keroppi clock in the living room that u've bought during one of your holiday trips.. She said that everyday when she sat on the sofa .. she will think of u when she saw the clock .. she still feels so sad .. everytime she will cry when she talked about u .. how i wished i can help her ..
My secondary school classmate, Joanne , has given birth to baby boy on 18 dec .. she has a hard time given birth .. after pushing for a few hours , she went for c-section instead .. Both mommy and baby were fine .. She has named him Lewis .. Felt so happy for her .. i will visit her and baby sometime next week ..
Our bella is responding well .. now she knows how to grab and hold things around her and put in her mouth .. she loves to play with toys and when she grabs it , she will take some time to look and observe the toy .. And now, she likes to suck her thumb .. It's bella again .. photos taken yesterday and today .. she is 4mths and 18 days old.. how time flies ..
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