Dearest lao gong
25th December 2010 .. Wishing u a Merry Xmas .. Hope u enjoy yourself up there in heaven .. It's the first Xmas without u .. A joyous occasion making me feel superbly sad .. I know u will never come back to celebrate with us . Really feel so down today ..
I'm on morning shift today .. from 8am till 2.45pm .. it will be great if u r still around. U will be waiting for me at home and Bella to celebrate our first Xmas together as a family. Anyway , i meet up with my good sister for a nice late lunch at Bishan and head back home to accompany Bella ..
First time after so many years of counting down for Xmas that i didn't attend any countdown party last night.. A few friends invited me to clubs and pubs for countdown .. but i've rejected them all .. I'm moody .. Really not in the mood to celebrate this great ocassion .. Just hoping that u will be around with me.
Slept pretty early last night as i was tired . I dreamed of u and Kenny .. in army uniforms .. sitting and chatting with each other .. and there were some army boys around .. I saw Kenny face and your face .. smiling .. looks pretty real to me . Maybe u guys have found each other . Can't really remember much of the dream when i woke up in the morning ..
It's sunday tomorrow .. Working full shift .. which means i can't visit mother again .. After tomorrow, i will be on a week on childcare leave .. Most of the time will be staying at home to take care of Bella so my aunt can take some time off for shopping and her own stuff .. Bella is a active baby .. never stop moving her hands and legs the moment she opens her eyes .. she loves to laugh and smile. Should be a happy person when she grows up .. Bella misses Daddy .. I miss u .. Merry Christmas my dear.. Love u always..
2 comments:
Merry christmas, babe.
Stay strong for Bella, do it for Vincent. He would want it that way.
Draw strength from Above, for that's where Vincent is, looking down from above..watching out for you and his child
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