Dear lao gong
Many of my friends tell me to take things easy .. and learn to let go . Well, it's really very difficult to control my mind when my heart tells me a different thing . It's been more than 6 months, but i still couldn't let go .. not even a little bit .. whenever i think of u , i will cry ..
I always miss u .. whenever i miss u , i will look at pictures of u .. and whenever i look at them .. naturally , tears will flow . I know this thing is irreversible .. How i wish it could be. I really don't want to live in this world without u .
2 more weeks to my driving test .. Next week will be back in driving school during my off days to refresh my driving skills .. I'm a gan cheong spider .. really hope everything will go fine .. Not really have the confident to pass though .
How long more do i need to suffer? Though i've always behave back to my happy-go-lucky self .. but my heart still bleeds .. Non-stop bleeding .. and the blood will not stop flowing till the day i die .. I still blame God .. for taking u away from me . I really feel lonely without u .. no one to listen to me when i feel down , no one to ask for opinions when i really need it , no one to listen to my nonsense and no one to share my happiness .. What can i do ? I can only keep quiet ..
1 comment:
Hi dear,
I may not know you,not even your name.But somehow, I came across your blog through a random google search.
I know that losing a loved one is so heart breaking, whats more a husband so dear. Please please stay strong for yourself and Bella.
I know that no amount of condolences words will be able to comfort the loss that you have to go through. As i read more and more of your blog, it just gets more and more heart wrenching.
I wish that leaving such a comment on your blog may give you even a tinny weeny bit of comfort and support. Somewhere is this world, a random stranger managed to come across your blog. I'm sure Vincent will be able to read all the posts that you have wrote to him.
I wish you and Bella, from the bottom of my heart, with the most sincere wishes, that both of you will be truly happy and blissful, knowing that Vincent is an angel watching over you & Bella.
Warmest comfort,
Tess
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