To my dearest
Today is your 33 yr old birthday .. Suppose to be a happy occasion for both of us. We should be celebrating this happy day with our little angel , out for a nice birthday lunch and spending some quality time with u when Bella is asleep.. Still remember we celebrated ur birthday last year at my place & I've bought a beautiful cake for u. U've made a wish. Your wish to spend every birthday with me And Bella .. God didnt give u a chance . He is cruel ..
This morning I've brought Bella over to mother's place . Mother has arranged for the whole family to visit u today .. 6 of us went to the cemetery . Mother , 2nd brother & wife, 3rd brother & wife and myself .. First bro & wife din come along cos they went
Malaysia .Mother was very sad today . So do all of us . Forgive mother for scolding ur mistakes for drink & ride that caused the mishap .. She doesn't mean it & I know u understand as she can be naggy sometimes . She was just too heartbroken . We prayed for u , prayed to god to save ur soul and u r in the good hands of god . I know u r watching over us .. Keeping us safe . Thank you my dear .
It's really so sad to spend this day feeling so down .. A lot of people cared for me and give me lots of support . Some of your friends & colleagues whom i've never met before give meloads if encouragement. I'm really thankful to all of u for being there with me and empathize me. However, moving on seemed impossible for me . I will always be grieving.It is definitely a permanent scar that can never be healed.
It's supposed to be a joyous day .. My blog shouldn't be so gloomy .. Still miss u a lot. And I will miss u forever . I have no regrets loving u cos u r indeed a great man. It's really a pity that we can't sPend the rest of our lives together when we both have a head full of grey hairs and even, become grandparents. I will, finish ur incomplete journey & when I meet u one day , I will tell u all the wonderful moments . Wait for me my dear . 永远爱你的老婆。
2 comments:
The wounds are there, and it leaves a scar. We all have scars... It will be there, but after a while you find that you can't change it. And you looked up, you see Bella. And you know that to bring Bella up is the best way. :)
Please don't feel that you are alone,Vincent is not far away..
Rest assured that he is above,Looking down on his two Love..
Even if He is not here today,He is with you everyday..
Look forward to the day you both will re-unite,up in Heaven in eternal days..
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